Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Struggles
LIFE is hard. I have learned that there are so many choices and that it all depends on you making that step. Im so used to people making decisions for me that its hard to choose for myself the way i want to go in my life. Im not talking about the gospel but im talking about education whise and my future in general. Im so confused and i have no idea where im heading. It really makes me nervous. And i am really hating school. Ive gotten to the point where i feel so dumb and i just wish i had the knowledge. I used to be on top of the class and smart and got great grades. school was easy for me. but i slacked off for a while and got behind in learning and now i feel like the stupid one who tries so hard but still gets a bad grade!!!! I just dont know anymore....
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I know what you mean. Dont worry and just keep your head up. I know we all hear this, but it really does help: Just take each day one at a time, and just make that day successful. As long as you are doing that, you should be okay. Everything is more overwhelming when you look at the big picture in a time of seriousness. Just focus on now, and today, and when you get there, you can make the best choice for THEN. LEAVE IT IN THE FUTURE UNTIL THE DAY COMES, and for now, just dream and accomplish what is in front of you.
Lane you are really smart even though you don't feel smart all the time. I had a hard time in school too and i had to work really hard to get good grades. especially my senior year i had to work so hard cuz i was ditching school all the time. i wish i hadn't. Even in collage i had to work hard depending on the class. math was my worst subject so had to study math everyday just to pass precalc. and i took that in collage. i felt so dumb in that class! from today on just tell yourself that you need to pay attention in class,take notes,ask quesations, and don't be scared to ask for help if you don't understand and try to get together with other people in you class that know what they are doing and see if they can help you. that's what i did and it helped me a ton.Ask heavenly father for help in your prayers everyday and then show him that you are trying your best and he will help you with the rest. love you!
jen
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